I’m standing in the water. It’s up to my calves already. My father was always telling me: you must get your feet wet. I never understood what he meant. Was it something about getting involved? My mother always said: be careful. Don’t go near the water. It’s dangerous. I thought I knew what she meant:…
Galoshes After all you gave me, includingthe ambivalence of life itself,it was a pleasure to gift some comfort.A fresh wool coat, supple cotton pyjamas,ethereal orchids, bulging tulip bulbs,a pair of rubber garden galoshes. When the phone call finally came,I knew, instantly, you’d fallenwearing those bloody galoshes.I rang an artist aunt, sobbing,explained about the footwear.‘I’m wearing…
A minute hum in you builds to a purrclaws stem from my fingertipsI endure on your restless touch and topple Troy You mewlpretty petsoft as kitten fur Lateryour grip firmsmy body twisted oakbent and blissful When we are spentthese thin walls reveal those beyondboys brashly bantering home from a gigI imagine what they might have heardnot knowing…
I was a cricketer back whenmy anterior talofibular ligament was intactand properly connected to the surrounding tissue.An all-rounder to be exact, in the lowest-ranked team of my local club.Identities are not always built on prowess, but bats knocked in on Christmas mornings,poker games during rain delays,pizzas on the fields outside our clubroomsthe night before I…
Is light on skinvision? With the eyes closed—is this vision? The video of a moth on my laptop screenshines no real light on me.And the light on my ceiling, too,shines no real light on me. Onlydetailfronding into further detail:fact, and the responsibility of fact. Like the flower,I want light to beheat,flatness; I am againstparticulars. I will…
In college I was an unpaid internwhich had benefitslike getting a manicureso they could use my handas a model,and writing about honeymoonsfor the bridal magazine. I was a dreamer,always going on honeymoons—Queenstown, Bora Bora—with the men Inever let myself be with, Sabrina the Teenage Witchleaving her affianced at the altarto hop on Harvey’s bike,tulle and…
It came in a dream: I wasalone, the night around me, a rock as a pillow beneath my head. A great laddergrew from the earth, rung upon rung sprouting upwards in a vine-like manner. I knew it was a symboland that I should move towards it, knew I should stand at its base in preparation…
when the sediment sheets of thisperpetual mass-grave finally erode,what was once so fearsomere-emerges in fragments.scraps once shattered,once scattered, nowhappened upon and cobbledback into something thatalmost makes sense.maybe wrong the firstcouple times, maybedisassembled andreassembled again entirely.for the best, I think,that we can’t reallycomprehend what it would befor the world we takeas a given to break apartinto…
ka papaʻa [kiʻa] 1) archive: As in: The papaʻa doesn’t get as many visitors as it once did. 2) backup, as in a computer program: You’re slow to throw away your father’s things: you keep a landline—his voice on the answering machine—though only scammers call; before Māmā cancels the number, you make a papaʻa of…
Once I sink my teeth in, I have to nurse myself into letting goI am always overly eager to hold something in my mouthTo own and decide the fateTo grasp and never releaseMissing you hasn’t even begun, yet it consumes meI’m bathing in sour fruits from your gardenSucking on prayer beads twice a dayCrying like…