You are the driver of the parked blue car. You are leaning over to kiss your girlfriend. Of the four hazards marked, which one is most likely to require you to take urgent action? A) Men of any description B) The feeling between your shoulder blades C) Perhaps you should check your blind spots again, check left,…
Light lies lightly onthe leaves—a numinousfurze intimatingmanifold elsewhereshere-and-now. Not true. Light liesabout where it has beenall day. It was far fromonly taking it easyupon such blessed foliage. For example(s),after having goneand filtered into a grotto,it noses amongstmucid understory. At the same time,someone—it does notmatter who—saw itat-large in off-pisteTimaru licking the curvaceousstuccoed walls ofmid-century houses,the kind…
by the phosphorescenceleft by the light bulb and in time the light went outit was enough to know I was lying in the cold sheetsfloating but not joyous not sad eitherbut continuing to see how each sentence kept onimprinting itself in the dark what was present in the half light was a single word BIRD there but not there as well and on eitherside…
I’m losing touch with our air war–sharp words scratching their vapour trails across a touchy sky, distantly launched with the trajectories of all missiles, arrows, stones, the physics of anger incongruous next tothe softness of cloud. So many criss-crossing streams of spent fuel, tired antagonisms. Now, we areoften just droning. I’m losing direction, and the infrastructure of offence to thrust new…
Introductory Frame 1 My mother slings her speech bubble from the front of his Renault Dauphinto us kids in the back while we wait in the car at Kaitangata, Riverton, Balclutha, Oamaru, Milton. My mother sings her speech bubble;Meerzeedotes an dozeedotesan little lamseedivya kiddleedivy too wouldn’t youuu? Her bubble of inheritance passed back until we grew sick of hearing it.One…
To understand her, you need to understandthe strangler fig. It begins when she finds herselfnestled in the arms of a handsome man,or a kind man, or some kind of man who holdsstill long enough for her to settle. Such asmall, insignificant weight! Under his gazeshe flourishes. Soaks up all the sun he lets spill her…
I scoff, pooh-pooh at the legionsof camera-roll pictures of your children. Willy-nilly they’ve run amok—chomping sand,chomping the bit,sculpting crenellated towers(with baby teeth missing) to say: my God,this is my mother. Look at her. I have driven myself too,a motherless horsestraining at the bit. I have stood on the windlass pondasking for a cracked moonaxed through…
The Makeover A mild evening walking late to my tent, almost casually, as if this was already my life. Another good man has died. There’s nothing casual about packing what I need to walk alone into places I fear, even as I lookforward to the sublime.My first night in the tent in a friend’s garden, sheltered on soft grass—like…
The flesh of the almond is sweet; its milk nourishes and sustains, and its oil brightens my skin. No two almonds are quite alike: the folds, the veins, make it its own. My grandfather had an almond shell, hinged together, and inside, a sprung spider: a delight from the second opening. You know, your almond and my peach share a few things in common; they’re…
What would it change to know? Not the futurebut its mouthfeel. Not the scripture but its zealots,hospital bacteria flipping birds in the carotid. My mother’s father was curtailedby bypass, then infection that spiked outwardfrom his heart. After we returned him to the soil I watched his wife curl inward like an index finger,months in the…